What should i do .
Every night , i just cannot sleep.
Ohgod . I find tht im taking this too seriously.
It just cannot seemed t be controlled .
Im having some fears tht are just ridiculous .
Also , i have sent an email t him .
Obviously i know he didnt see ,
His best friend , Andrew (: , told me he dont see emails .
Great . & im having fear t be rejected .
Its all natural . Im trying my very veryvery best t forget him .
I tried . Those days which i didnt post , Im trying super hard .
CANNOT . Urghhzxz . I totally have no feel in other guys .
Sigh , i guessed my life is coming t its ending point .
Nico , please make it right , weiting ( gail ) your godsister , is always asking you t give me a chance . Please dont think tht it is me who made her do it . She did it alr then she told me . So i was totally in th dark . But im very curious with your answer . She asked you t give me a chance. & you told her try ? What do you mean by tht ? Means you dont like me ? Means you still like me ? Only wanting me t make th first step ? Means youre trying t force yourself t be with me ? Ohgod . Thr's too much questions in my head . All are question marks . I've yet got even one answer .
Imgoing crazy . Totally lost in my own world ):
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